So this week has been crazy. I have had some of the highest highs and lowest lows of a while, at least in this small of a space.
The last few weeks I have finally started to see something come out of my prayers and times in scripture, not HUGE things, but little insights that have helped direct me and encourage me.
This week has put me in a position I did not expect on so many levels. I cannot explain in this post on the inter-tubes right now... but I got nothing.
Nothing that makes me worthy of the good things from this week.
Nothing that I can use to explain or push aside the negative things.
Nothing that I can use to take full control of my job search (the location of the negatives) or the rest of my life.
At the moment I am in a precarious position where if God is not with me, granting me wisdom and strength, I will fail.
The easiest way to describe this week is a combination and rapid succession of both positive and negative events and situations where the only thing I can think to do is cling to God.
God I pray that my eyes and heart are open to you and your guidance and mercy in my life...
cause on my own I've got nothing.
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Hold on to Him, tight. Because at some point it will cross your mind to let go and the longer and tighter you hold on to God the harder it is to let go.
It's really easy to become self-centered and lose sight of God right now because 90% of the decisions you are trying to make are for the future. I don't know about you but I constantly need reminding that God "is a light unto our feet" and not a flood light we can point which ever way we desire. What you do with this little patch of light dictates how you will handle the next one and so on. Your answers will come as will the ups and downs.
You are in my prayers.
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