I am Lame

So it is 10:40pm on a Friday night.

And I am in my apartment rather than being in one of the dorms with a group of IV ppl (new and old).

I even walked to 7-11, met the group, walked to Pritchard (the dorm) watched the start of "Casino Royal" then left.

I am just exhausted.

I ran into a group of my friends (including a few freshmen, and some people I really want to spend more time with) that were trying to figure out why I was leaving Pritchard.

It is the stupid little things.

This week was pretty good. SGs were good and I am ahead in my classes. My relationships with many of my friends are awesome too.

I even journaled on how content I felt.

Today I was going to take some time to rest before helping to set up the projector for 180. Instead I went to help one of our guys get the equipment because no one else was. I was glad to help... then I got a ticket. We are allowed to park where I did though generally you can't, and I got a ticket. Then we tie-dyed t-shirts as a small group. That went well in general, working on how I interact with my friends but that is just being picky. We went to dinner and I was feeling tired, then I got a call that the projector was acting up again... the new one... that should work awesomely. So more and more I was just getting fed up. As it turns out we found the issue with the projector and it is fixed... and 180 went well. Also at 180 one of my SGLs told me about how awesome their Small Group went. I also talked to a few friends about meeting and catching up. So all in all a great night.

But that few hours of stuff going on completely drained me.

I don't know, I am in a great spot in so many ways. I am studying scripture on my own, meeting with my guys, and had my first meeting with my discipler this week, but little things can drain me sooooo fast.

So I dropped by the action for a few min to say hey, and came back here to chill a bit and sleep.

Hopefully I'll feel better than I do... It is only feelings.

Life is awesome, but things just get under my skin so quick, I just want things to go smoothly for a while.